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13 November 2009 @ 01:27 am
giggly11 November 2009 @ 11:24 pm
I said this before, and I'll say it again: threatening to physically hurt me, but acting timid and scared when I'm around you just makes you look like an asshat. >_>; (I freakin' love the word asshat.)
Punch me in the face, in public! I dare you, seriously, pick a fight with me. 8D I honestly doubt any of you ever would, haha. You've had plenty of chances to do this but all you did was go "._____________." and ignore me. Not complaining, it does make things easier. It's hilarious how submissive you get once I'm around. But the big talk comes when I'm gone!
By the way, songofpain. I never went to your house. o_O Why would you go and tell everyone I was being rude while I was at your house? I never WENT to your house, you were even BAWWWWWing about that fact. Amnesia much.
It's quite highly pathetic that you need to make shit up about me to feel good about yourselves. D:
Sometimes I feel like Jesus.
And I am so so sorry, but this song has been stuck in my head the entire day. >_> Damn Mendol drama, it's great though. <3
Punch me in the face, in public! I dare you, seriously, pick a fight with me. 8D I honestly doubt any of you ever would, haha. You've had plenty of chances to do this but all you did was go "._____________." and ignore me. Not complaining, it does make things easier. It's hilarious how submissive you get once I'm around. But the big talk comes when I'm gone!
By the way, songofpain. I never went to your house. o_O Why would you go and tell everyone I was being rude while I was at your house? I never WENT to your house, you were even BAWWWWWing about that fact. Amnesia much.
It's quite highly pathetic that you need to make shit up about me to feel good about yourselves. D:
Sometimes I feel like Jesus.
And I am so so sorry, but this song has been stuck in my head the entire day. >_> Damn Mendol drama, it's great though. <3
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hungry11 November 2009 @ 10:59 pm
11 November 2009 @ 10:02 pm
SNORLAX
is cuter than you. D:
I feel like having a good ol' macro war. 8D Anyone?
is cuter than you. D:
I feel like having a good ol' macro war. 8D Anyone?
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amused
amused11 November 2009 @ 01:07 pm
11 November 2009 @ 11:24 am
If I'm a bad person,
You don't like me.
I guess I'll go,
Make my own way.
It's a circle,
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
We're not the same.
Oh we're not the same.
The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
It's good.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
This is the best thing that could've happened.
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
It's not awar.
No, it's not arapture.
I'm just a person, but you can't take it,
The same tricks that once fooled me.
They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same kid from your memory.
Now I can fend for myself.
You don't like me.
I guess I'll go,
Make my own way.
It's a circle,
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
We're not the same.
Oh we're not the same.
The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
It's good.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
This is the best thing that could've happened.
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
It's not a
No, it's not a
I'm just a person, but you can't take it,
The same tricks that once fooled me.
They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same kid from your memory.
Now I can fend for myself.
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indifferent
indifferentCurrent Music: Paramore
10 November 2009 @ 07:01 pm
Being a bitchy trollfag is nothing to rejoice about.
DON'T BE PROUD OF YOURSELVES JUST YET.
DON'T BE PROUD OF YOURSELVES JUST YET.
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annoyed
giddy17 October 2009 @ 10:50 pm
So yes, I went to Brussels with ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
golden_kimono yesterday to see Dio, again. It was amazing. ♥♥♥ I'm still a bit dazed. I have so much pain in my neck and back from all the headbanging and standing straight for hours, but that means I did it right. 8D
( Click for lengthy report! Beware of fangirling etc etc etc )
golden_kimono yesterday to see Dio, again. It was amazing. ♥♥♥ I'm still a bit dazed. I have so much pain in my neck and back from all the headbanging and standing straight for hours, but that means I did it right. 8D( Click for lengthy report! Beware of fangirling etc etc etc )
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high17 October 2009 @ 10:32 pm
It's not that I'm ashamed of what I've written. It's not that I don't realize that it's in public. It's what you did that I find so incredibly disturbing. There are plenty of things, say, about you that I know are both public and true, but I don't run around telling every person who knows you, because it's cruel, intrusive, and completely beneath me.
Naar: Unsent Letters: Dear Aunt Ruth, door Dimethirwen
Naar: Unsent Letters: Dear Aunt Ruth, door Dimethirwen
06 October 2009 @ 04:06 pm
I think that sometimes we love people so much that we become numb to it.. because if we actually felt how much we really loved them, it would kill us. That doesn’t make you a bad person, it just means your heart is too big.
You see two people and you think they belong together, but nothing happens. The thought of losing so much control over personal happiness is unbearable. You love someone, you open yourself up to suffering, and that’s the sad truth. Maybe they’ll break your heart, maybe you’ll break their heart and never be able to look at yourself in the same way. Those are the risks. That’s the burden. Like wings, they have weight, we feel that weight on our backs, but they are a burden that lifts us. Burdens that allow us to fly.
Most people are together just so they are not alone. But some people want magic. I think you are one of those people.
You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter.
I love talking about nothing. It is the only thing I know anything about.
I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness. In reality those who satisfy me are those who simply allow me to live with my idea of them.
The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, “No, I’m happy for you”? That’s when it’s really sad.
I think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough - we spend too much time over analyzing, over-thinking, and overreacting. We waste too much time putting ourselves down, so much that we don’t ever stop to see that well, we are good enough. You are good enough. We spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed; and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see that the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day.
— Riding in Cars with Boys
You see two people and you think they belong together, but nothing happens. The thought of losing so much control over personal happiness is unbearable. You love someone, you open yourself up to suffering, and that’s the sad truth. Maybe they’ll break your heart, maybe you’ll break their heart and never be able to look at yourself in the same way. Those are the risks. That’s the burden. Like wings, they have weight, we feel that weight on our backs, but they are a burden that lifts us. Burdens that allow us to fly.
— Bones
Most people are together just so they are not alone. But some people want magic. I think you are one of those people.
— Broken English
You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter.
— Nicholas Sparks
I love talking about nothing. It is the only thing I know anything about.
— Oscar Wilde
I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness. In reality those who satisfy me are those who simply allow me to live with my idea of them.
— Anais Nin
The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, “No, I’m happy for you”? That’s when it’s really sad.
— John Mayer
I’m always anxious thinking I’m not living my life to the fullest, y’know? Taking advantage of every possibility? Just making sure that I’m not wasting one second of the little time I have.
I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever but sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn’t really there.
I’m always anxious thinking I’m not living my life to the fullest, y’know? Taking advantage of every possibility? Just making sure that I’m not wasting one second of the little time I have.
— Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever but sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn’t really there.
— Johnny Depp
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
— Jim Morrison
I think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough - we spend too much time over analyzing, over-thinking, and overreacting. We waste too much time putting ourselves down, so much that we don’t ever stop to see that well, we are good enough. You are good enough. We spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed; and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see that the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day.
— Unknown
This was unexpected, my soul’s connection to you. You stole my loneliness. No one knows that I was wishing for you, a thief, to enter my house of autonomy, that I had locked my doors but my windows were open, hoping, but not believing, you would enter.
This was unexpected, my soul’s connection to you. You stole my loneliness. No one knows that I was wishing for you, a thief, to enter my house of autonomy, that I had locked my doors but my windows were open, hoping, but not believing, you would enter.
— Douglas Copland
Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you? Oh, does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to be touched? And does he cry through broken sentences like, ‘I love you far too much’? Does he lay awake listening to your breath, worried you smoke too many cigarettes?
Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you? Oh, does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to be touched? And does he cry through broken sentences like, ‘I love you far too much’? Does he lay awake listening to your breath, worried you smoke too many cigarettes?
— Bright Eyes
The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they’re alive.
The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they’re alive.
— O.A. Battista
I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it’s going to be okay. When you’re hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there’s those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can’t be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments.
I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it’s going to be okay. When you’re hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there’s those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can’t be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments.
— The X
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inspired
25 September 2009 @ 09:45 pm
Finding this fandom, and making friends in it, I thought I would never have to be the scapegoat again.
I was wrong.
It hurts so much.
It was also the reason why I couldn't be myself around people for a very long time, because people always seemed to hate me for who I was. So I hid myself. Recently I decided to open up again, and what do I get? All this crap.
At least now, there ARE people who stand by me and support me, and I am grateful about that. I freaking LOVE you guys. You have no idea how much more that has grown recently, I feel grateful that I know who I can trust now. It also makes me feel like I can be a much better friend to you all now, because I trust you all more. Before I really wanted to be close friends with you all, but I was scared, but I'm not scared anymore. You are all so amazing for sticking up for me, for defending me. For not choosing sides. You're all awesome. <3
But I also think about all the people that would've been potential friends in the future, who now all think I'm some kind of bitch that does horrible things to people and who doesn't deserve any love. I think about everyone who is now badmouthing me behind my back without knowing me.
It just hurts to know they're doing that, even if I don't give a shit about those people.
It just hurts. I'm not a bad person.
I was wrong.
It hurts so much.
It was also the reason why I couldn't be myself around people for a very long time, because people always seemed to hate me for who I was. So I hid myself. Recently I decided to open up again, and what do I get? All this crap.
At least now, there ARE people who stand by me and support me, and I am grateful about that. I freaking LOVE you guys. You have no idea how much more that has grown recently, I feel grateful that I know who I can trust now. It also makes me feel like I can be a much better friend to you all now, because I trust you all more. Before I really wanted to be close friends with you all, but I was scared, but I'm not scared anymore. You are all so amazing for sticking up for me, for defending me. For not choosing sides. You're all awesome. <3
But I also think about all the people that would've been potential friends in the future, who now all think I'm some kind of bitch that does horrible things to people and who doesn't deserve any love. I think about everyone who is now badmouthing me behind my back without knowing me.
It just hurts to know they're doing that, even if I don't give a shit about those people.
It just hurts. I'm not a bad person.
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numb
numb25 September 2009 @ 08:29 pm
shan__jisatsu Who the fuck do you think you are? You're the one who ruined it. You're the one who was too fucking proud to accept my apology. It's not like I fucking killed your puppy, I just made a general entry that wasn't even specifically directed to you. It wasn't even meant as a fucking OFFENSE, I just needed to write what was on my mind, and because I was afraid you WOULD take it as an offense, I filtered it. Because I didn't want to hurt your feelings. Probably not the best thing I could've done, but fuck it, I said I was sorry, and you just. fucking. ignored it. People make mistakes and this was a small one, I didn't fucking attack you.
You never apologized either for taking my spot at the MSI live. And you even fucking dared to ask if you could stand in front of me. Block strangers' views all you want, but not mine, I was supposed to be your friend. :\ Jesus.
But then you do something so awful. It is not your fucking RIGHT to judge me. It is not your fucking right to judge a situation you haven't heard all the sides from. How old were you again? I thought you were better than this. FUCKING STAY OUT OF IT. IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. SO BACK THE FUCK OFF. THIS ISN'T HIGH SCHOOL.
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furious
furious05 September 2009 @ 02:09 am
FYI: Karen is like, 5 years old. XD
Karen: "Why are you talking about Tyson again?"
Mom: "What do you mean "again"?"
Karen: "Don't you know what again means? It means "like the time before"."
XDDD
Karen: "How can you not like somebody you've never met?"
Mom: "Good point, Karen."
Karen: "Yes, you should only hate people you know."
"..."
Karen: "Like ms Braebrook."
Mom: "But you love ms Braebrook, she's the reason you're a Christian!"
Karen: "Not anymore, that's all rubbish."
Dad: "Well, rubbish is a bit harsh..."
Karen: "I don't believe in God anymore, I'm a Satanist."
Dad: "I think that's an atheist... Satanists... do things to goats..."
Dad: "Yeah but you can't.. you can't... you see, you can't just describe things as "rubbish", because you have to treat everybody's religion, whatever they believe, with equal respect."
Karen: "What, even idiots?"
Dad: "Well..."
Karen: "Even people who want to stab you in the eye with a pencil?"
"..."
Karen: "Why are you talking about Tyson again?"
Mom: "What do you mean "again"?"
Karen: "Don't you know what again means? It means "like the time before"."
XDDD
Karen: "How can you not like somebody you've never met?"
Mom: "Good point, Karen."
Karen: "Yes, you should only hate people you know."
"..."
Karen: "Like ms Braebrook."
Mom: "But you love ms Braebrook, she's the reason you're a Christian!"
Karen: "Not anymore, that's all rubbish."
Dad: "Well, rubbish is a bit harsh..."
Karen: "I don't believe in God anymore, I'm a Satanist."
Dad: "I think that's an atheist... Satanists... do things to goats..."
Dad: "Yeah but you can't.. you can't... you see, you can't just describe things as "rubbish", because you have to treat everybody's religion, whatever they believe, with equal respect."
Karen: "What, even idiots?"
Dad: "Well..."
Karen: "Even people who want to stab you in the eye with a pencil?"
"..."
Dad: "Revenge isn't a good thing, Karen."
Karen: "Well it is a quite good thing, because they'll know never to do it again."
Ohhh, do I love Karen. XD
Current Mood: amused
amused04 September 2009 @ 01:26 pm
Isn't he gorgeous?
He reminds me so much of Soubi from Loveless sometimes, but I guess he does that on purpose, because he likes Loveless >_> Or more like, LOVES it. XD
I want icons of him. :c And I want to see Egoist again. T_T They stole my fangirl-heart. XD
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impressed